Indescribable Feelings

Many many times i felt Happy, Sad, Angry and Normal. But the only thing that i can't get away with is ''indescribable Feelings'' The only feelings easy come and so hard to get it out. When comes to this point, normally i'll just speechless and breath more. My breathing increase and my eyes stay wide open. But usually this happens when i mad. But when im just in my room alone, with no computer on, i would just lay down and stare. I was looking at something but not thinking about it. I would just stay blank. Think about stuff i did or i want to do. Im not mad or sad or anything. I just felt blank. Is kinda interesting if you ask me. But at one point i feel sad. Sad of things that im not capable of doing. Sad of past feelings and sad of many things. I'll stay quite and i close my eyes. People say if you close your eyes, you see better things. Well its true. I know its just an imagination but imagination is the only way you can be happy with your creation. Where else can you see your happiness other than your heart. When im sad, i feel like there no hope. Like nothing in this world can help. I feel like everyone is selfish and avoiding me. I couldn't think of anything better. But i try and guess what, it work. Even though its just an imagination. It makes me smile again. I think of how lucky and comfortable my life is. Not that i enjoy to see people's pain, but it make me realizes that im not that bad. I have so many things that i have and i can't tell you how great full i felt. That is the meaning of Indescribable Feelings for me. Feelings that only you can understand and cannot be told. Not because its a secret, but its feelings that apart  of you that just can't let go.

HATENESS

(Deep breath) Today is a very tiring and cranky day. It cause by lack of sleeps and tons of homework. Right now i feel so EXHAUSTED and i literally had a hard time breathing. This feelings is soo undescribable. Im so cranky and my hate-ness feelings is incressing. So i pick this day to write about everything that i hate. Which is a loooot. Im sorry if this is related to you but this is my feelings bitch and MY blog. So i cant write whatever the hell i feel like ok. So here we go
- I hate feeling lonely and hopless
- I hate when im about to do something and people still ordering me to do the things that im about to do
- I hate oily face (makes me feel super dirty)
- I hate Jerks
- I hate posers
- I hate when someone says the same thing over and over again
- I hate when someone disturb when im having a deep conversation with someone
- I hate people who hate cats
- I hate my skin
- I hate my face
- I hate someone who judge my interests
- I hate people who sings badly
- I hate malay actors
- I hate smoker
- I hate math
- I hate crying baby
- I hate people who look at my boobs
- I hate disgusting people
- I hate bitch who always get the guy she wants
- I hate eating alone
- I hate wake up in the morning
- I hate pressure
- I hate songs that is TOO emo
- I hate people who dont start a conversation
- I hate being broke
- I hate people who show off their things
- I hate emo FB status
- I hate when im watching something good on tv and someone change the channel
- I hate my school
- I hate my bed
- I hate my cloth
- I hate guys that thinks he's so hot
- I hate rude driver
- I hate my phone
- I hate when im really hungry and there's nothing to eat
- I hate if there's no internet
- I hate the person who get everything they wants
- I hate people when they talk sounds like their screaming
- I hate books
- I hate when people ask me to calm down when im real mad
- I hate feeling lousy
- I hate looking at hot girls
- I hate wave heat
- I hate .....

Well, there's a lot more. I just cant remember it right now. So here you go and have fun reading. Man, i am so tired and emo right now. FUCKBITCHBABIPANTATPUKIMAKCELAKA :)

OMG, my first blog ?!

Wow, i just cat't believe that create a blog. I hate blog. But why did i create it anyway? Huh. Quick intro about my self. Im Aina and i'am 7 teen. I love food,cats and tumblr. Im very lazy and for some reason that dosen't bother me at all. I feel normal. I am a normal teenager. Im kinda proud but does it mean that im not special? idk, i haven't found my specialty yet :/ maybe one day it will burst out. It better. Im suppose to do my homework now, but WHY AM I HERE?Huh, so much for study new year resolution. My internet addiction is getting worse. Maybe the only reason i create this blog is because i have nothing else to do in here. Well, i do explore a lot. How long is this blog suppose to be?! Oh btw, im not the kind of blogger that only blog about my feelings. Well, i do but not that kinda jiwang karat rempit stuff.And im not gonna write about how lame my life is. Or my personal life. This shit cannot be private. I better write a fun blog. Emm, i guess there's nothing else i can write right now. Ok bye. Should i put smiley face or whatever shit? Nahhhhh. Btw, im not excited at all about making this blog.